Weakness

and just when my heart beat at a normal rate again
there it was, your picture
smiling at me, making my heartbeat race in my throat
making me dizzy, weakening my knees
reviving my sadness
the pain of not having you here now in my life
the sorrow that I will never see you again, nor hold you in my arms
while the memory of you is all-consuming, controlling my life
in ways both beautiful and crippling

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